lutykuh

I was about to check an old e-mail account of mine at yahoo, but I was amazed to what my user name was. I then became Julie, 20 years old from North Carolina, with a rather not-so-me photo!

Julie

 

This was my profile pic, I don’t have any tattoos, OK?

Aside from that my profile was also changed to this…

About Me:
Relationship Status: Single
Looking For: Networking
Interests: cooking
Favorite Music: Avant-garde
Favorite Movies: Lakeview Terrace
Places I Want to Visit: Southeast Asia
Anything Else: “it’s quality not quantity”

The hacker also made intriguing status updates which were not so wholesome!

Friday May 22, 2009

*Julie commented on her own profile
Yo Feelin’ soooo horny (and bored), come chat with me!! my AIM = sexyhottie19855

*Julie updated her status to
Where’s the party? – 514!

So I panicked, I told my brother about what happened to my account!
He then suggested me to change my password! Unfortunately, the hacker was able to change my password! Damn!, I couldn’t retrieve my e-mail account! Even though I was no longer using that account it had a sentimental value you know. It was my very first e-mail account! I could still remember that I thought so hard just to come up with that address! Back then I thought it was so cool and so original! (you get what I mean, right?)

The hacker is probably using my account to send spam messages to my friends or contacts, to appear it more convincing, but I will not let that happen!

Since I could no longer retrieve my account, I deleted everything in it! I deleted my messages, contacts, folders, drafts, attached files for short EVERYTHING! I will not let that hacker-bitch triumph in sending stupid SPAM MAILS!!!

I also checked on the net who was sexyhottie19855. To my surprise this ID seems to appear in different sites on web. From the data that I read the hacker seems to be invading different e-mail accounts and social sites as well! Therefore, I wasn’t the sole victim of this!

FUCK THAT HACKER!!!!

So you guys, I suggest that you check your accounts and change your passwords frequently!!!

By the way, I also frequently receive stupid How Oprah lost weight etc. etc.. messages from my friends on my yahoo mobile!

PS:
Yahoo, you better fix this glitch or no one will use your site anymore!

Almost everybody's got a version of a shoe pic, why not me?

I took these photos last Oct 8, 2008. It was a boring day so I decided to take some photos just to help pass the minutes. Converse shoes has been quite a common concept on the internet these days, so I decided why not give it a try. I had a great time taking these photos on our backyard and by the way all of the shoes are mine. Just click the pic for a bigger size.

Photography and Concept: Dianne Labora

PS: Tell me what you think about these photos...

I took this photos last December 12, 2008. The model was feeling really bad during the shoot but she managed to give me good photos. Scene Queens and scene kids are the inspirations of these photos. Sorry for the late post I just felt like photo blogging today. Just click on the pic for a bigger size.

Model: Hopi G. (one of my best friends)
Clothes: model's own
Make-up, Hair and Accessories: Geronie Labora
Photography and Concept: Dianne Labora (me)

PS:  She kinda resembles like Zui Suicide, right? Except that she's longer than her. LOL.

1. I consider a person who knows how to ride a bike as GOD and that biking is a godly talent.

2. I am still in denial of the fact that I love chocolates.

3. I am so gay with my friends.

4. I am left handed and I write in an odd way which my friends find it so painful to look at.

5. I sleep with a cat, and it sleeps on my chest.

6. I have a mole on my right foot.

7. I don't like eating chicken feet barbecue nor the adobo version of it.

8. I idolize Dita Von Teese and Paris Hilton.

9. Obsessive- Compulsive.

10. I have gazillions of social sites! and my top sites are facebook, myspace,
buzznet, flickr, deviantArt, multiply and wordpress.

11. I hate friendster but I have one.

12. I want to be a sexy star.

13. I can sit on a lotus position on a mono block chair without discomfort.
14. I love photography.

15. I love squeezing 30 minutes into five!

16. Narcissistic yet very insecure.

17. I have the ability to destroy things easily.

18. I understand css codes.

19. I hate Miley Cyrus but I always end up reading about her.

20. Ketchup, ketchup and ketchup everywhere!

21. Nocturnal, I love working around 1 am onwards and I hate it when the sun is rising.
My friend says I'm a vampire for that.

22. When I was young I had a very huge crush on Jonathan Brandis,
I saw him on a poster on somebody's house and he became my ideal guy,
unfortunately he is dead now.

23. I have not seen twilight OK? so don't you go telling me that Edward Cullen is so romantic and shit!

24. I always have a bad case of Pre-Menstrual Syndrome, so stay away. I bark and bite!

25. I admire the person who was patient enough to finish reading my crap.

I'm feeling so fucking emo today!!!

Ahhh!!!

And I want to inject a bolus of potassium chloride on my jugular veins...

Have you ever felt so low in your life, like you are not making any sense at all?  And the worst part is that you can easily suggest or recommend things to your friends who are in trouble or is having some rough time in life yet you can't figure out a single encouraging word for yourself? Well that is what I'm totally feeling today. I feel so utterly terrible and I totally hate it.

My day started out just fine, it was just an ordinary Sunday morning except the fact that I have to go to a seminar about Rehabilitative Devices and ECG reading at St. Louie Review Center. I woke up around 7.00 am and the seminar was to start at 8.00 am. An hour of preparation will sound reasonable if the venue is just quite near from where you're staying, but no! - This is not the case for me, I just so happen to live quite far. So how do I do it? Well it just depends on pure luck, sometimes I make it, sometimes I don't and this morning I was just on the nick of time. Actually, it has been quite a hobby of mine to be a little negligent about time. I know it's bad but I like the feeling of squeezing 30 minutes into 5 minutes and it always gives me a sense of great accomplishment (such a petty excuse!). Yes, I know I sound such a tardy person, but I don't mind I’m just so freaking PINOY.

I usually don’t go out of the house on Sundays. I prefer curling up on my bed until the sun rays entering my closed window hurt my skin. Nevertheless I chose to go to the seminar because it was for FREE and we are getting FREE certificates in return! (Oh, Yeah!) And we all love FREE things, right? And yes, I'm a parasite but not a selfish one. In fact I shared the info about the seminar to my friends and some of them came. It was a nice feeling seeing and talking to old friends. Hey, don't get me wrong, I didn't stay all day chatting with them, I also listened and learned! I just did the chatting on the afternoon, LOL. I was with Lei, Chicha and Laine, who are some good girl friends of mine.

So where's the emo part? Well I started feeling all emoish while I was on my way home. I was alone riding a public transportation then all of a sudden I felt so lonely. I have no problems of traveling alone; in fact I do pretty well on my own but I don't know why I felt so abandoned that time. The transportation was nearing town to its terminal when it halted near the church, so since it stopped there I climbed down the vehicle and went in the church to attend mass hoping that this feeling will go away.

When I was in I began looking around the church and noticed that almost everyone was with somebody and I was just with me. Then thoughts of my mom sunk in me, I had the sudden urge of wishing that she was there. I was imagining she was beside me because she was always my church buddy. I looked on my side, staring at the empty seat beside me wishing that she was there. At that time I started remembering her little mannerisms in the church and smiled. I thought of her innocent gaze, how she'd say peace be with you to me, her smile, how her eyeglasses would fall on her face due to a loose screw (which is basically her fault because she'd sleep or take a nap with eyeglasses on) and how she would unintentionally yawn in the church.  My God, I miss her terribly!

I know missing my mom is enough to make me go emo and that is given a fact, but I think there are probably some contributing factors that made me extra emo today. One of it is that maybe it's because it's Sunday, and Sunday is our day together. We'd usually go to church and after that we'd eat at a fast food and roam around town going window shopping. And you know what? The thought of doing that alone sucks so hard. Believe me; I did that a while back.

Another is that maybe I had not let my feelings explode during my last menstruation. I’m a total train wreck when my menstruation is nearing. I shout, I cry and I love picking up fights for short I’m terrible! And indeed Pre-Menstrual Syndrome or PMS (not Pre Marital Sex you pervert) really gets the best out of me. It was only my mom who can tolerate listening to all my paltry rants on life and now that she’s gone I no longer have an outlet, no more emotional catharsis for me I’m on my own. I know I have my family and friends who are willing to listen to my sentiments in life but not all can understand, like the way my mother did. I wish she was here.

Just a while back in church I prayed hard to the Lord to let this feeling go away, because it hurts but then I realized that if this feeling will go away then that would mean forgetting her. I don’t want to forget my mom. She will always be in my heart. I’d rather feel the hurt of missing her baldy than disregard her memories.

Mom, if you’re reading this I truly miss you. I love it when you visit my dreams. I especially love that dream when we were like in a house and I saw you and I hugged you so tightly! That hug felt so real like you were just here beside me! I know you’re in a better place now and I hope you’ll always watch over us. Thank you for helping me with my problems even when you’re far away. You are welcome to visit my dreams anytime.

I love you mom.

 

1. Why do you have so many pictures?

Well I love photography. I’ve been loving it since I was in high school. I was the photojournalist & cartoonists of our school’s newspaper. And yes I’m a CamWhore (if you call it that way).It’s also a Psychiatric disorder called Narcissism, under Personality Disorder Cluster B.

2. Why do you do this?
I do this for fun and just to kill time.Staying at home is really boring. It’s not a career, ok? I’m just a trying hard photographer, model and artist. Problem?

3. Where do you get your ideas from?
Usually whenever an idea pops in and when I have new clothes hihihi…

4. Do your parents know about your photoshoots?
Yes, they’re pretty much aware of it. They just continue with their lives. I guess it’s already a natural phenomena at home.That’s what they get for having a retarded daughter.

5. Do you wear make-up all the time?
No, I’m not a make-up person (sometimes), I just wear it on special occasions and on photo shoots. By the way I get my make-up from my brother’s kit.

6. Brother- Make-up Kit?
Yes you read it right and yes he’s gay.

7. Are your long nails real?
Yes and I love to paint them. According to my friend’s boyfriend I have lots of dead cells, whatever that means.

8. Do you smoke?
Hell no! I don’t want to be barrel chested in the future…

9. Are you emo or scene?

Neither, I’m just me. I just love to role play. Don’t get me wrong I’m not hating them, in fact I appreciate their every little effort from their hair, to their fashion, to their millions of photos and up to their myspace account! (millions of photos & myspace account? errr… maybe I am scene?)

10. What kind of camera and editing software do you use?
Well as for now I just use a cheap camera, (I’m dying to have a real camera) and the editing software is Adobe Photoshop 7 and CS3.

11. Do you do commissions?
It depends on my mood…

12. What does Lutykuh mean?
Lutykuh is my pet name at home (that means I have more!). It was my older brother’s artistic way of saying Kulot (meaning Curly). I guess he got tired and bored of teasing the same old name that was why he reinvented a new one (how sweet), which is kinda cute and unique, I think I’m the only one who uses this pen name. You won’t believe me? Try searching at Google or Yahoo, you’ll see.
And yes I really had curly hair before.

13. Why before?
Because right now I have fake straight hair! And I’m thanking good ol’ science and technology for making hair straightening possible.

14. Don’t you get tired of answering questions?
What do you think?

15. Do you expect people to read this?
No…
Wait a minute…
What are your eye balls staring at…